you can't force things out of people that they are not in a position to deliver ( Read more... )

She was the flower you plucked from the garden of perfection while you strengthened your soul in the sunlight
Now your eyes lie on your stiffened fist still clenching the stem while your mind winds itself about the petals that have blown away

There are so many things that I want to need to do. There are so many things that I need to want to do. There are so many days that I spend thinking about things that I need to want to need to do. There are so many days that I spend lying in bed thinking about things that I want to need to do. There are so many ways that I can think of to do ( Read more... )

i'm very low on money, so if anyone wants to buy me things, i think you should, cause it's a really good idea!

someone shoot me.
it would be interesting.
i've never been shot before.
it would cure the boredom!

there is nothing that pisses me off more than stupid ass wannabe hippies. ugh. spiritual quest? give it a rest. get a job, and a reality check, asshole!

nuit blance was awesome! it was a very fun night spent with my lovely roomies, and we took lots of pictures. here's the link.

it was fun seeing derek and rene and clara again, and running into marsha and trevor! and at the end of the night (day?) we stumbled onto a performance/video piece by istvan kantor that pretty much made my night.

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my feelings often manifest themselves as pictures in my head. like, when i feel shitty and stressed, i get visions of torture and murder and decay, rot, horror, psycho serial killer movie stuff, like kiss the girls but with much more blood. like the cover of death metal cds, basically. is this wierd?

summer is starting for me finally, and it will be nice not having to work (i'm quitting my job) and not having school (summer school finished on MONDAY!!).
BC, NY, ottawa or montreal maybe? who knows. freedom?

freedommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

if somebody would buy me an itmfa button, i would be really really happy!!!!

i love dan savage... he's dreamy!

i'm working again the day of the pride parade :(