Since abandoning this journal, I have realized that live journal is for lonely people. I am lonely. And, I shouldn't be. I shouldn't be decieved, lied to, fucked with, and walked all over like I am. I let him walk right over me. I let him think what he does is okay ( Read more... )

I'm going to try to stop using this thing and write in my REAL journal.
Addictions, sometimes, are hard things to combat.
But, I will triumph.
I'm going to get a job, instead.

::Jessica::

This morning, I woke up and talked to Anneliese. We went to her mom's and ate (more) cake. Then, we left, went to Haslams to meet Bryan, then to his cousins, and some kid named Tony's. Afterward, we went to lunch with my love. He bought us all burgers and shakes at steak n shake. That was very very sweet of him *melts*. Then, we got Anneliese's car ( Read more... )

Went to the Against All Authority show and had a fucking blast. The first two bands were god awful, so we stayed in the front of state and chilled with Jooeeeeeeee and Gary and a billion other people. We were gonna smoke, however, cops were all over the place and Nick got paranoid. Anneliese got scared by this cop who was looking for someone and ( Read more... )

I am afraid, worried, constantly thinking what if ( Read more... )

This is it. I can actually say it and, It will make some sense. GO FUCK YOURSELVES. BWHAHAHA ( Read more... )

::::::::::::::::::::::::::::Once upon a time:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Two mice fell into a churning bucket full of cream......

The first Mouse gave up and drowned.

The second one swam and swam, and churned that cream into butter.

Which mouse are you?

20:00:02) I r xNIQx: yeah ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that regardless of how many times I counter self-hatred with a dose of truth, self-hatred will always prevail ( Read more... )

I am so tired, but I have the loud music, lights, and computer on. I can't possibly sleep. I'm too unenthused. I don't want this day to end so the next one has to begin, but I know the seconds are slipping through my fingers like sand ( Read more... )