well lets see ( Read more... )

i feel better about this. we are together once again, that didnt take long, but it feels right. separation is killer. i thought about it... my whole liffe i have walked a path less traveled and stood on the tower that i built. there are many times where i have taken the easy way out, only because i wasnt willing to work. this was what i was doing ( Read more... )

so were not together anymore, er we dont hold a title together ( Read more... )

The sun is always in my eyes,
It crashes through the windows, and Im sleeping on the couch,
When I came to visit you,
Thats when I knew that I could never have you,
I knew that before you did,
Still Im the one whos stupid
And theres this burning, like theres always been,
Ive never been so alone, and Ive never been so alive.

Well the sun is surely sinking ( Read more... )

I guess at this point all we need is a little time to ourselves (more than we allready have). our phone calls are the only thing i have. its all i have to hold onto. this is besides the countless pictures, desktops and drawings that i have and look at every single time im in my room. you make me the happiest person alive sometimes. you also make me ( Read more... )

I really wish that there was an acoustic Fly Away by Lenny Kravits. There probably is one but i cant find it. I can certainly sing it acoustic-esk, so why cant he ( Read more... )

All post before this point is a view of my life with closed eyes. Further posts are in the near and non- distant future. I have come back to live journal in order to seek out help. I have already been through soo much but i realize that life truly has only just begun. Venting is a natural and common practice in my life. This is the type of help ( Read more... )

short and to the point ( Read more... )

COLLINS HILL VARSITY WRESTLING 06-07 IS NOW THE NUMBER ONE TEAM IN THE STATE!!!

WE BEAT MCEACHERN!!! AHHHH!!!

IM PROUD OF ALL THE WRESTLERS!

Not to mention that i was undefeated, its like the cherry on top!

life feels different now. im back in my house and things are going well. thats a first. i called you and said im sorry. i said that i missed you, and that took a lot. senior year is not even half way through and ive allready lost so many friends. ok so there still there and yes i guess i still talk to them... but i dont have the same relationships ( Read more... )