sometimes i cant swallow life, and accept that this is the way things are. its hard. its sad. sometimes i just wanna kill myself because im soo alone. but im not, and i dont see it. i make things so much more worse than they really are. i dont know why... IM A DREAMER ( Read more... )

so prom kicked ass and sunday kicked major ass!!!

blah blah blah
im excited for this weekend
blah blah blah
im diving off the deep end

booom shaka laka baby
i hope thing rolls right
i know i get a little crazy
but its all good... tight!

stoopid lil rap dawg!

midnight phonecalls is love

man my days have seem to be getting better and better lately. i love it. mrshand is awsome. i am envious of her passion. there is nothing like chocolate chip cookie dough... hey this goes out to everyone! does anyone have a dvd copy of 40daysand40nights ? i wanna see that movie. SOMEONE HELP ME OUT!... so this week is destine for greatness ( Read more... )

Just yesterday morning they let me know you were gone ( Read more... )

I AM SOOO HAPPY!!! SOOO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!! YESSS YESSS YESSS!!! ITS ALL OVER NOW OMG YESS. IM GONE IM GONE. I DONT WANT ANYMORE OF THIS.

IN THE END NOTHING REALLY MATTERS

i truely am alone... i see it now. im tired of all of this shit.

fuck you
fuck you
and uhh
fuck you

ok so now that thats all out.

i had a good day today. now im going to go start my whitman imitation. ill show you a hero...

ever sence wrestling ended, all i do is sleep. i cant even help it. its like all of a sudden im just now catching up on all the sleep that ive deprived my body. and thats a lot! i dunno. i have a lot o work to do. school i just plain ol kicking my ass right now. i hate how school is such a struggle. it never used to be that way. w/e ( Read more... )

so my mom wants me to get the tux that makes you look like youre a penguin. i was like mom thats goofy lookin... and she said that it looked real sharp to her. i was like why, and she was like, you like moulin rouge right? picture yourself like that! haha i dunno if its gonna pull off the same effect with this torqoise-blue color... but i dunno. ( Read more... )

so ill be in school tomorrow.. i cant wait to see everybody! im excited, but mostly scared.

everything's gonna be fine.

so this week seems to be rolling on bye... thats a good thing! now all i need is a nice LONG relaxing weekend... haha! so ive been thinking. i think im going to join the Marines. i wanna do it so i think i might, but i dont want this to be just another "future career of the week" i want this one to stick. if it does then i join. if not then i move ( Read more... )