i feel that everything we've worked so hard to make perfect
is about to disappear

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a million pictures from friday <3


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I think its about time i start using this again
Although its different know and i might have trouble using it.

anyway...update on my life and its not behind a cut cuz im too lazy to figure that out again right now


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i ♥ christmas..tomorrow
+shopping//sledding with court on monday sleeping at ma's
+new years in a week
-no boys around to kiss
-back to school the third
+going to florida in feb for winter break
+did i mention that tomorrow was christmas?

i really love m.a,vic,and court
they keep me from falling apart
things are good with the boy..for now at least
break is in a day
xmas is in like 5

AND I GET TO SPEND TIME WITH K.LEWIS AND SOME CUTE CK BOYS OVER BREAK AND IM REALLY REALLY REALLY EXCITED

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so, im hung up on him, and i can't give up

but what else is new?

how can you still not know after a span of almost five months? i just won't ever get him and why he can't just make a decision. and ill never understand why i can't just let him go...

i ♥ my best friend tho, that will never change

so, i'm guilty...and i feel horrible. but at the same time, i know i shouldn't. he created this mess all on his own, and hes totally oblivious to all of it. i just want to be with him, and things refuse to work out and its killing me

♥