[troy] friends = i miss them, lots
troy high = awesome time, miss it a bit
troy = lame, don't miss it
college = awesome
roomate = miss my old one
dorm neighbors = best group of people ever
boyfriend = bestest guy in the world, love him


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trying to stop feeling sorry for myself and trying to get on with my life.

"I feel like I had no reason to feel this way simply because I had nothing, but... I feel like I lost everything and that doesn't make sense.

school is in 8 days.
8 DAYS.I'm slowly feeling like I'm accepting the change ( Read more... )

fuck.
I should actually pay attention to the TLC Life Lessons. Especially the "Merlot and E-mail don't mix" Lesson. Except, to apply it to myself it should be the "Amanda don't you fucking e-mail your lover while you drink smirnoff" lesson ( Read more... )

mixed signals.
then i like you.
then mixed signals.
hahah.

BY THE WAY, My brother listened to Cascada "Everytime We Touch" four times IN A ROW on the way to his physical today. I was about to die. Good song, but not after four times straight.

She sits there and hopes and prays and wishes ( Read more... )

insert huge smiley face.

Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
THE SIGHT OF YOU LEAVES ME WEAK
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
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Driving away from the wreck of the day
and I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus.
'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in love;
I'm just falling to pieces.
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up.
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up on love.

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( BD's & Bham )

Remember when we would go to the home football games and not stand in the bleachers but walk around on the blacktop? And we'd get candy and get hyper and run around, and sometimes watch the game? And then remember how this year we'd stand in the stands and cheer our hearts out knowing that we'd never get the chance to do so as a Troy High student ( Read more... )