So since I won't have sex  with you.....you

1. belittle me

2. walk all over me and make me your maid. Can I wipe your ass please?

3. treat me like dirt....and then some

4. point out the things that are wrong with me (i.e. you dont like that i pop my gum, my nails are grown out and look like shit)

and lots lots more...

I wish i would have recorded ( Read more... )

Pretty sure today is the most boring/useless day at work.

yup. it is.

someone save me.....the silence is deafening.

i keep hearing the carbonation in my soda can....and it's kinda freakin me out.

ok i got nothin. bye.

Some of these were absolutely breathtaking.

Others were devistating. I broke down in tears at work.

( It's amazing how some place can be so beautiful and ugly at the same time.... )

Work xmas party today. I'm working until 11:00 am..then it's boozin time. No I'm not kidding.
We're all going to lunch. It should be a lot of fun. It's a lot more fun when it's just "us". Us=me, robbin, scott, todd, franz. Now we all have to act proper and polite. booooo

I hope these pics work. I know they didn't last time. So here goes nothing.

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What is the best option for applying MAC pigments??? Brushes...individual applicators?? I have really nice brushes, however they aren't doing the job right. Yeah anyways that's about it for now.

My coffee is cold..0_o I hate that.

I have to go clean my boss's office now. Ugh. I'm in a funk today.

My life is seriously insane.

So it turns out that I'm infatuated with a married man. Yup you heard it right.  He's like my dad's age. No joke.

I don't understand it. Although I suppose that's the whole point of infatuation/lust/love/anything. You aren't supposed to understand. He makes me feel like I'm the only person that exists when he is ( Read more... )

Had to delete the last entry cause shit is gettin real deep.

P.s. how do I set my journal to private???

I'll post more details as SOON as I get that done. I have so much work to do..so I will finish puttin these pics up and then I'm out for the day...well morning at least. I have to put out 100 more Christmas cards. yay-- did anyone catch the ( Read more... )

So...I just got paid. CHA CHING! Definately a good thing.

Kohls was having a 50% off sale online...so did some shopping for Sophie and Shayle! Spent a little too much, but I don't care. Still have to do shoppin for the family. I think I'm going to do the majority of my shopping online this year.

Started on bc pills. Why I dont know...it's not ( Read more... )

Saw a bunch of family. My Uncle Chris who is in the Navy Special Forces....he can't talk about what he does...but kinda did.  I just can't repeat it. He's like Superman... :) Uncle Mike and cousin Gabe. Dude if he weren't my cousin and wasn't 15...I'd say he's a super hottie. Uncle Gary, Aunt Lori, Cousins Randy and Betsy. HAha every time I see ( Read more... )

  This made me bawl my eyes out last night when Rob Thomas sang it. Jesus Christ. I sobbed. I think it was just an excuse to cry, but whatever it touched me. I hate crying like that. It's exhausting.

It's supposed to be such a happy time of year. I'm trying...really hard. It's just such a sad time of year for me. Next Thursday is one year. I am ( Read more... )