Jordan's back. We've been hanging out with a group of friends the past couple weeks. I don't know how to feel about it. Last night we got drunk. Always a bad idea with an ex. Especially since I know that Jordan is still in love with me. He kind of cornered me last night and kissed me. It was so weird, but I loved it. Of course from then on out ( Read more... )

This journal is very jumpy aroundy ( Read more... )

Boys suck. End of story.

Love,
Megan

I miss having a boyfriend as sensitive as I am. I miss having a boyfriend that would console me when I got upset instead of just saying "Are you listening to yourself right now?! You're being ridiculous!" I mean... what the fuck? Since when does that cheer someone up ( Read more... )

I don't know how to fix this one.

Every time I see his picture I cry.

Question: People say you just know when someone is "The One". Do you believe that?

Because that's exactly how I feel right now.... And it is odd to me.

So, two and a half years passed... Jordan and I broke up... and I have somehow found myself in ANOTHER relationship... 3 weeks later. I like him... he's fun... he also live six hours away so it's kinda like what the fuck... but hey, you only live once. So, why not? Exactly. lol.... Wow. The things I get myself into ( Read more... )

God. Love doesn't hurt. This isn't love. Love isn't supposed to make your chest hurt when he leaves. It's supposed to make you eager for the next time you see him. I don't understand. Why is there this pressure in my chest? It just felt so weird kissing him tonight. Just weird. I don't know if it was good or bad, but now I feel like crying and I ( Read more... )

So, yeah. I probably just fucked up everything. As always. Way to go.