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honestly
Why people don't just say what is on their mind continue to baffles me. I know it can make me come off as more the a bit uncouth at times, but that is the price to pay for honesty I suppose. I do miss the feeling of secuirity that some of my friends once gave me, but i'm not as trusting as I used to be. Time does that, that and people betraying the ( Read more... ) -
amazing
It has been so long since i've posted to this journal... It's been so long since i've journaled anything really ( Read more... ) -
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i can't beleive he actually just broke up with me.
after everything.
fuck.
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sorry
I had no intention of cutting our friendship off as i had to do.
I can't lose him.
i have never done that to anyone before and i am so so so so so sorry.
you always tell me not to apolagize, but i have not other way to tell you that i feel like crap for doing what i had to do.
so once again, even though you may not want to hear it, I'm sorry. -
shitzness
I am falling for you way to hard ( Read more... ) -
too close
lips too close.
so tempting.
too tempting.
shit.
>.<
a huge part of me wishes i could erase it all.
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I want something i Can't have so bad.
And i feel guilty.
but i still want this more then i should.
i want to take a break,
just to see what could be.
maybe going for the sure thing isn't a good idea, all the time.
i just wish i could know.
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PLZ FASTFOWARD SOMEONE!!!
I don't even quite know what to say right now. I just feel like crying my soul out, but have no idea where to start. I just want someone to hit the fucking fast- foward button. I know we have so much yet to go through and so many more tears to shed and words that burn to scream, but i just wanna fix it all now. I'm so tired of fighting, tired of ( Read more... ) -
Georgia
So far from what i was expecting, i actually like it here in georgia. It's really really pretty, and just as cold as sactown when i left. The people are beyond nice, it actually makes me miss cali, becuase they borderline on TOO nice. My grandma is going on and on about how if anything happens to her, etc. and setting up her trust (aka will) ( Read more... ) -
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I think i'm going insane again. I feel like such a retard, like a six year old boy who can't form the sentence trying to tell a girl he likes her. I don't know why i've been getting so speechless around you, even though we talked so much before. I'm trying and keith thinks it's cute that i'm so..... distressed and falling. ( which drives me up the ( Read more... )