Back in the hospital.

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Katie

why can't you just tell me something.

you love me, hate me, can't stand me, want me gone, want me there.

i feel safe with you.

i melt in your eyes.

you make me angry.

but then you push your hair back.

& i fall again.

above all else. i still think you’re wonderful.

I woke up this morning and just had this overwhelming feeling for a second that everything is going to be okay. In that one brief second everything in the world was alright. The only flaw in my life is your absence. But you’re in my every thought, in every song on the radio, and when I'm sad I just think about you, or remember your laugh, it just ( Read more... )

I haven’t talked to Ford. Mississippi is 100 miles away, but might as well be a hundred thousand. I don't want to constantly think about him. I don't want it to be him everytime my phone rings. I don't know whats happened to me. I have never felt like this before. It’s like I switched one drug for another. I'm scared. I don't want to constantly ( Read more... )

Its weird that I miss him right? Yea its pretty weird. It’s been weird being home with everything going on. It doesn’t feel like home anymore. I want to go back to Mississippi. I want to go back to him. He is intoxicating.

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Katie

He's way too cute for his own damn good.

I like being around him.

He reminds me of you.

I could see myself falling and crashing with him.

That scares me.

Life scares me.

I don't want to miss a second of something important.

I don't care enough anymore.

That scares me.

I forgot your laugh today.

That destroyed me.

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Katie

Last night was craziness, I never would have that I could have had so much fun with those guys. Laughing was just easy and I didn’t even have to think about laughing. The night was so much fun tonight is gonna be even better ( Read more... )

friends only.

I had really forgotten what truly being happy is, not just happiness but like the true over the stars happy and it was unexpected ( Read more... )

It wasn't suppose to be goodbye. You were suppose to be here.

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Katie