hmmmm..... im really f-ing BORED! woot!

i fucking hate pretending to be happy! i feel soooo shitty right now and everyday i just fake a smile and act like everythings fine... its really not... i have the most unhealthy relationship with my boyfriend i just got layed off from ctg.. i should just fuckin ditch this place and go back to hawaii... it seems like the best resort as of right now ( Read more... )

i want to die right now... i feel like shit! the one place i have always turned to definatly just abandoned me... so i applied to princess cruises today yea... fat chance with that one lol... and im going job hunting tomorrow cause i have nothing better to do with my life... i want to get a job asap so i can just leave... its too weird now... ( Read more... )

wow... live journal... never thought i would see myself on this ever again... ive just been so overwhelmed lately that i just forgot about it all together... since the last time i updated ive changed A LOT...! This is sooo funny... does anyone even go on here anymore or are you all myspace junkies now haha ( Read more... )

i was talking to Matt L. on the phone outside tonight and i could hear the waves crashing... i wish you could see my view! tee hee! i hope to go to the beach soon
i miss you all A LOT!
alright gnight everyone
love katie

im back in hawaii now and i miss a bunch of people... miracle the most... i guess im just so used to being there... im listening to avril and all i can think about is amanda shannon and my brother when we went to disney man that was fun... ive been showing everyone the picture of us on tower of terror hahaha! its great... i really want a season ( Read more... )

soooo this entire week has been madness!... i cried today something i havent done in a while... i bitched out marc s. aka piglet tonight... i let him have it... i dont know what came over me ( Read more... )

just wrote a HUGE livejournal entry about my day and how shitty it was and it totally got deleted... what the fuck ( Read more... )

why do i always do this to myself... okkkk.... im in the best mood ever i dont think i could be any happier to the way my life is turning up..! i mean i think i should be happy... ok yeah im at ctg a lot like over the top A LOT!.. but ive met so many new people and im doing what i love (sound)... ahhh!!! i wish i knew more about it thats why ive ( Read more... )

just updating... grease is over... im a bit sad about it! tim we arent gonna see eachother every weekend now... im so glad we got to work together! anywho... ive started rehearsal for pom poms today and i think its going to be a blast.. all my favorite people and everything! anyways im going to go to sleep... i have work in the morning! i looove ( Read more... )