purge, repent, purge, repent, purge, repent

is there any other way?

everything is black.

everything is white.

make sense of that shit. HAH!

i've been trying for days. for days. for days.

STOP!

I have everything to say, and no idea what any of it is.

it's all on the tip of my tongue, but I've no idea when it's going to jump ship.

but maybe, I can show you, baby, maybe.

i just had half a memory of summer ( Read more... )

like I own the whole world right now

accomplished

happy

hopeful

solid

confident

good

:)

i can't write for the world because i have to eat and then i'd never write for me ( Read more... )

im awake after sleeping away most of my day

because as soon as i woke up i couldn't hold down food or water.

now i seem to be ok in that department but i feel really anxious and worried

:( :( :( why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

I am arrogant, hot headed and stubborn

I am selfish, two faced and bored.

nothing beyond my fingerprints, or retinas concerns me,

but I wonder, what exactly have I done to earn them?

this morning is a less than good morning ( Read more... )

fucking fuck
i cant even function well enough to get out of my fucking house

and i love when everyone decides to shit on me at the same fucking time

so hello saturday night with no plans because im just that fucking awesome

oh hey and lets get fucking screamed at for being a fucking reject too

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK

i cant fucking do this anymore