it isn't until I'm in a vehicle
doing forty down 21
that I realize how far I really am from you
and sometimes I like you better from a distance
because when you miss me
I feel like the most blessed being
when you slip your arms around my waist
and bury your face in my neck
everything stands still for me
I close my eyes
and I forget to breathe

shreds of paper
are more like scraps of gold
each crystal clear still water
pools of blue to
disrupt and ripple
waves over and through
deep sea fish in the wild blue yonder
I have such wants for you and me
but they burn through doubts
that this will sink and
unwillingly
I am free

this time of year is restless
and i can't help but feel like
everything falls apart in mid october
and i just want to scrape by and hang on
wait it out with me
spring can be so beautiful

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the sun is like a ball of fire
and you're miles and miles away
keeping busy and most likely miserable
the cadence has changed
and everything is up in the air it seems
falling and crashing back to earth with no sense or order
but when you brush your skin against mine
i smile like second nature

im bored and alone

steve fell asleep

im wide awake

i have no weed

im in the middle of nowhere particularly familiar

:( :( :(

tonight i'll go to sleep

a hundred miles from where i woke up

it's not so bad out here

p.s. my friends are far too good to me :) thanks so much for everything.

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it was the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me.

everything about last night was perfect

:)