people tell me i have a talent for design and art ( Read more... )

私はの私の最愛の人愛する。
japanese, if you didn't know the language i wrote up there. i'm not sure if its the correct translation for what i wanted to say but if it is, i hope you see it my darling, because it is for you.

this week is gonna suck really bad. why? because i won't be meeting my boyfriend until next monday. it'll be like a lotto win if i get to see ( Read more... )

well, i found bon jovi's 1988 release, new jersey, in the school library and i couldn't get my hands off it.. 'rip it rip it', my brain taunted. its mine!!! I also found led zeppelin's 1994 album led zeppelin II. hee hee.

when i was at the school library at noon, i heard the radio laying a lot nice songs. sigh.. i wished i owned a radio station so i ( Read more... )

a year ago..

i left the main road to travel on shortcuts
to explore what little talent i have left in me
after being cultivated by modern society
becoming the poison i used to be

we were acquaintances
we were friends
we were good friends
we were best friends

a year later..

i went back on the road, healing
trying to find out what i had missed out
while i was ( Read more... )

its a friday morning and i'm in front of my desktop
wondering what my day would be like after i step into school
somehow i find it hard to contemplate to concentrate
cause' whatever went on in my mind
it'll be everything about you.

if only you knew how important you've become
and how i long to hold you tight
to make sure you never slip away
if only you ( Read more... )

tired.
i've been feeling so tired and moody recently. i bloody hell don't know what's going on. miss my boyfriend? hormonal change? back-to-school blues? tomorrow's financial management test? stress overload? fuck that, fuck them all.
some part of me is missing these few days. i think its my boyfriend. hardly have a chance to see him or have a good ( Read more... )

your love, my adrenaline

you, i won't forsake
you, i won't forget
you, i won't deny
you, everything i'd try

i love you..

i would spend the rest of my life writing about you.. just for you.

i think that i'm very misunderstood ( Read more... )

i think i'm caught in between myself and my brain again.
well, two days ago, my boyfriend told me his aunt invited me to go for her daughter's wedding. today, my boyfriend's mum asked me to go. and my boyfriend has made it super clear that he really hopes that i'd go. and since two days ago, i've been struggling, inside, whether i should or shouldn ( Read more... )

10pm isn't late... going to 11pm, 12am, 1am is. my boyfriend's family has weird curfews... my boyfriend's curfew is like 11pm to 12am. i mean, when i was 16, my curfew was 6-bloody-pm! lol. so he's 16 and he's got like a wee-hour curfew. just great... bummer.
well, i think the only reason why i'm complaining is because i miss him. haven't had time ( Read more... )