oh my goodness. it is a bit scary to read the way i wrote things when i was 18 years old... it's kind of like i have no sense of how to sound like a real human or have no concept of the english language, i look back on these emotions i apparently had and i remember them all.. and why i felt that way and they all seem vaild.. perhaps i was just... a ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT IM GOING TO SEE NINE INCH NAILS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS FUCKING RULES!!!!!

ok now that thats out of my system. im going out of nowhere i bought tix from this girl on philly goth well i havent even payed her yet cause my paypal account isnt verified. n she tottally trusts me n im not gonna screw her over. i had plans with the bf ( Read more... )

so i need ideas for a halloween costume. theres this army green dress at the fetish store in newhope n i want it n i just might wear that with my bullet belt n be armyish. so far plans aree going to dracs ball ( Read more... )

im 20 now. woo fuckin hoo.

1. I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

true confessions about the way i feel about people. unnamed ( Read more... )

true confessions about the way i feel about people. unnamed ( Read more... )

wow i havent been online in 4 days and now my myspace is going unde routine maintenence. great timing.

you know in the labyrinth where hoggle gives sara the peach and she forgets everything and gets all distracted? well i feel just like her. distracted. in a good way though. even though it could all turn bad so quickly but we forget this becasue wer wrapped up in the moment of now, becasue the feeling we have now is great. amazing. so we forget the ( Read more... )

so ive pretty much lost touch with moist of all my old friends. and life for that matter. starting a new one that is shakey and just born and isnt sure if it can stand. but im looking forward to it. everythings fresh and new right now and thats allwyas good ( Read more... )