i hate not having control of wether or not I sit in the house.

i wish i had a car.

i wish i knew how to drive.

im fucking 19 years old and dont know how to drive and dont even have a permit. its fucking pathetic.

fuck her fuck everyone. fuck sympathy. i dont care. just leave me alone.

so this is pretty fucking beat right now. ash just dropped me off we went to hottopics 4th of july employee party cause she works there and it was pretty cool except for crissy being somewhat annoying in a few ways... but ive been trying to get a hold of bek n i still just feel really wierd about her hanging out with sara im jealous really bek dose ( Read more... )

ok so i got fired for the following bullshit ( Read more... )

i got fired from work.

im sad.

so yeah Ive been kinda dropped off the face of the earth lately well besides going to the club all the time nobody has really seen me. i havent been hididng just doing other stuff i guess ( Read more... )

nocturne with andi and ashley tonight wooooooo! I havent been there in mad long. I got a new shit at the fetish shop in newhope today when bek was getting her tat worked on. it say domination and has like a leg with a high heel and its got crazy shit all over it. its just really fucking rad.im gonna wear my big ol monster boots and shit. ill post ( Read more... )

so beks graduating tonight. my little girl is all grown up haha. its inside thank god. the plan is to go to red lobster afterward and then leah jackson and sara andrews are coming over n were gonna have a bon fire and maybe get a little tipsy. ok tata.

I sieriously never upadate anymore ( Read more... )

so my nose piering is doing alot better then it was. i finally got some h20 ocean and its much happier.

i wish I was going to the fair tonight as planned. I fucking hate rain.

work really sucked today and I got giped 8 bucks of my pay.

not the best day ever.

got my nose pierced n i love it!


( Read more... )