Me and Kyle and hopefully some other ppl like Rachel are gonna go and hang out tomorrow. I miss my friends. Arts is just full of ghetto piece of shit abortions that were supposed to happen but never did. There were actual people at wisco. Arts is just full of animals. It's a fucking zoo. I'm sick of all the bullshit. I can't believe I have to ( Read more... )

I'm sorry that I'm intruding on your family time. We'll see how often I decide to see you this summer. Go fuck yourself.

I got that letter from the academy and all you could talk about was how wonderful you are at EVERYTHING. My heart was completely broken and all you could talk about was how wonderful you are. You ruined my faith in you. Then last night, I knew I shouldn't have gone, because I know how you get when you're around your friends. You change, you ignore ( Read more... )

so I had to go the doctor today. I have fluid in my wrist, and swelling (though it doesn't look or feel swollen). So the doctor told me to wrap it up and give it a week and if it doesn't feel better (the wrap is supposed to make the fluid go away...I dunno how) then I have to go see the same guy that I saw when I had my ankle injury. Anyhoo, I got ( Read more... )

so this time around wasn't so great. But she'll be back in a couple weeks, and maybe it'll be better. It almost seems like she's grown out of the way we used to be. I dunno...gotta work on my project now...I hate school.

so I got my scores back from my ACT's. I got a 28 and I ran into my guidance counselor in the bathroom at school and she said she got my scores from the ACT ppl and that I did the best out of everyone from our school that took it that day. HA! lol. It prolly won't be good enough for the academy though. I'm taking it again next year. So kate's home ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think that maybe I'm just not eating enough. I get headaches and I have so little energy but I keep pushing myself so I'm doing well in boxing, but maybe I should eat more. I mean, I eat enough so that I'm not starving, but most times I will not eat most things b/c I'm afraid that I won't burn it off. It's too bad that Kate doesn't ( Read more... )

you ever felt like the best you've got is really nothing at all? I don't even feel like I'm trying. I feel like I'm tricking myself into thinking I'm trying when I'm just being lazy, but if I'm really not doing anything, why am I so tired all the time? No matter how quick I duck out, no matter how hard I throw my right cross, no matter how hard I ( Read more... )

so I've started running and I'm pretty sure it's going to kill me. I mean, my diet is really good and I'm getting way better at boxing but this whole running thing is going to put me 6 feet under, fo sho. I still feel obese. ick

so I've come to the conclusion that I really only like being around funny ppl. Not that they're funny ALL the time, but there's something about their personalities that cause me to break out into hysterics from time to time. So I took my ACT's on Saturday and I'm looking forward to seeing how I did. I just don't want to overestimate myself and ( Read more... )