i haven't updated in so long.....i didn't relaly need livejournal for a while. but now i feel really awkward. i think part of it has to do with the fact that i am pmsing....perhaps. but also i'm just relaly independent...adn i'm feeling like i am outgrowing everybody very quickly. i love my friends but i haven't been around much to talk to any of ( Read more... )

spirit week is over. sad, not so much, but i am. i suppose htings will cool down now, and to be honest i have no idea what the hell is going on in my own life right now. great. 1-2381- things i want 12831 thigns to do 1902310 ways to get what i want. 10910 ways to do things ( Read more... )

i'm not a great story teller. i'm a pretty good liar, i guess. actually im' not, and i wouldnt' relaly pride myself on being a good liar anyway. i guess what i am is good at being honest!! TEH WEATHER IS FUCKING COLD, AND TEH VEGETABLES ARE DYING. i want to leave americaaaaaaaaaaa the good ole u.s. of a. hey why not. i'll invent a cool rocket car, ( Read more... )

the environment at university high school is, for lack of a better feeling, depressing. if one day i'm not feeling competitive enough, or edgy enough, i get lost somewhere, adn the rest of the "i am going to get into harvard" world rolls on....far too quickly. i hate having to always catch up on things that i've missed, because it's never the same ( Read more... )

on a mission to fit into a certain dress. do not know if going for certain to event with dress. or to event at all. fragmatic speaking necessary, brain not functioning full speedily. note to self, do not talk to people who merely consume my oxygen. screw competing for breathing space. must make time to work out. treadmill and arm tricep things fun ( Read more... )

i have been waiting for this weather all year. i'm not joking. and its not because i'm a glum gummy bear. its because.....i jsut like it. i've waited to listen to john mayer in this weather like i did freshman year ( Read more... )

how many times have i seen the color red today. let me count......whoa red whoa red uh oh......RED. its just everywhere. and so is green. green green green, brown, black, blue ( Read more... )

next week it seems like everyone has a(n) _______ test. sometimes stress is more easily created than actually felt. COME ON BABY. DO THE LOCOMOTION. yeah you know you remember hearing that song in nursery school 14 years ago ( Read more... )

last night, i had a significant conversation that was also quite interesting with, i suppose my good friend. except we never get to hang outor somethign so i don't nkow if that is the correct label. anyway. it was a good conversation

there are fourteen signs of a serial killer. your son has nine

fuck you doctor phil. doctor my ass.

i probably already am as round as a cherry, but hey who cares. i'm not moving to attract any of the bastard delights at my school. now, however, i AM moving mentally to sail away. al lthis crap work and suddenly some act of God wants teh weatehr to be a piece of santa ana wind crappola. its like this monster for people with contacts, who also are ( Read more... )