i hate fake ass people. could i be more blunt. i know high school is a meltiing pot of people who just try to please each other...but i mean come on. i know all of us. myself included, fall into the category of being shallow and vapid. but i just cant take it anymore. i know there is so much more to this life that i lead than stupid gossip, rumors ( Read more... )

have you ever felt like that person who just goes through the motions? my best friend said something that suprised me the other day. after a rough night of little sleep and an even harder school day following it, he said go ahead put on a smile and be a plastic. he couldnt be more right. so many days we all just go through the motions of what our ( Read more... )

so i have just about had it. i dont know why its so much easier for me to write about things when my life gets crazy and hectic but it is. i have considered quitting a few things in my life just because i am so burntout and have no desire to try anymore ( Read more... )

so this time i really am going to write regularly. its my belated new year's resolution ( Read more... )

Its been a long long time ( Read more... )

i am sick and tired of being sick and tired ( Read more... )

so im taking the act saturday... i know this is a rite of passage for all upcoming college freshmen however it is all becomoing very real to me....the scary reality that highschool is drawing near to the end and i am about to embark on the newfound experience of college! dont get me wrong...i am so excited however i am really scared too. i am ( Read more... )

so...i stabbed myself in the foot. literally. i was attempting to unload the dishwasher when a really large serated knife flew from the top shelf on the dishwasher and stabbed me in the foot. it bounced off but went deep nonetheless. i thought i cleaned it out pretty well, so i went to practice thursday night as usual but low and behold.....it gets ( Read more... )

so how about kmt forgets about lj for awhile.....geez i need to learn to keep up. i had forgotten how much fun it is to read about my friend's lives on here and i really need to start keeping yall up to date on mine ( Read more... )

i think its time for me to realize that all good things must come to an end. i need to learn how to grow up. i know i may seem mature in some aspects but part of me is such a little girl in that i dont want things to change and people to leave. this summer i grew up. then tonight i broke down. it took me a whole week to realize what this is coming ( Read more... )