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how can it be?
i can taste you now
how can I see
when you're everything?

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i'm having a hard time figuring out why the entire world can't act like adults. even when you're in a huge shitty situation, you can still behave like a respectable adult and leave innocent parties out of your self inflicted messes. i feel like i'm being dragged through the mud for no reason. mud that's not even my business. i have my own issues ( Read more... )

real eyes realize real lies 
everyone does it.
these people that tear you apart.
everyone has someone that gets them.
they are everywhere.
they push you under the bridge into the water that's too high
they are everywhere.
i'm tired of being the consolation prize.
i want someone to want me first. 
summer days.
summer daze.
i sweat so hard in the bathroom.
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what the hell.
i can't stop farting.
all day, farting.
non-stop.

you have got to be kidding me. i hope you both read this. i'm so sick of liars and lurkers, baby mamas and baby daddys. seriously. i have a life that's barreling along just fine. i'm a fucking good person and for no reason, i get pulled into some jerry springer shit. i'm a fucking pawn in someone else's game of chess. i want nothing to do with this ( Read more... )

i just  found out that an acquaintance of mine stabbed himself in the chest 3 or 4 times with a letter opener. he left a note saying he was sorry. so fucked up. i can't even imagine hurting that much emotionally that you would do that. it's absolutely heartbreaking. damn. arlington called me tonight. he said erica had been talking to her ex and he ( Read more... )

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my life is falling apart but i'm having a really awesome time watching it crumble to the ground!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOO PARTYYYYYYYYYYYY MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!!!!!1

i think the worst is over.  i don't feel quite so shitty.
my mom's been crying all day. i don't know what to say.
i wish things had been different for her.
my dad's mother is going to die soon. or so they say. 
i didn't really know her that well. it's still weird. 
i wonder what my dad is doing. 
i havent talked to him in months.
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