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 when they told me he died i didn't beleive it. i walked around for a few days ignoring it. the memorial service came. there were white candles lit on each step on the staircase, and white lillies everywhere. people have this innate way of making death 'nice' and ''soft' like some sort of fucking aromatherapy candle. like an old shirt you dont wear ( Read more... )

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both of these videos sum up how i feel at this point.

it's not what you thought
when you first began it
you got what you want
now you can hardly stand it though
by now you know
it's not going to stop

 http://www.boston.com/news/globe/magazine/articles/2004/01/25/my_late_term_abortion/?page=1

wow. this article made me cry. a lot. i used to think partial birth abortions (D&X) were horrific and i totally didn't understand that there are almost always medical reasons for having it done. i've been doing a ton of research on abortion and the law ( Read more... )

havent written in awhile because we don't have internet or cable anymore. it's not too bad. been working a lot. maybe too much. i carved a pumpkin at the new house. i named it quatro. everythings starting to piece itself back together. i got ahold of the new radiohead cd that's not suppossed to come out until january. it's pretty good. i cut all my ( Read more... )

 
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my car got towed today. why is it that when one thing goes wrong, a million other things follow down with it? seriously. it's complete FUCKERY. i'm leaving for vegas tomorrow. i'm probably going to start my period there too. watch me start squirting blood on my fucking birthday...awesommemasemasmsadhasfdgasfdghfawsgh

 
today i was carrying a huge basket of laundry up my stairway when i farted pretty loud. i laughed so hard i dropped most of my laundry down the stairs.

and that, ladies and gentlemen, was the highlight of my week.  

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