Such nice peaceful day's I've been having, it feels too good to be true. I'm aware there are probably hard time's ahead, but for now I am just enjoying spending time with someone who truly enjoys my company ( Read more... )

I must say, dinner with Baern was wonderful. It's strange though, how rapidly I am beginning to feel tired. Still, these outings and nice days outside are just so pleasant. I am beginning to think that this soul growing inside me will never know a negative feeling. ^^

Dear me, it seems after I went to bed last night a great deal of questioning and concern was raised without me to help to un-complicate matters.

Instead of replying to each comment, I thought I best sum it up simply as possible, so that I may return to bed (being that unfortunately I feel a little sick today.)

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Alright, examination is over. I am exhausted from being scared, excited, happy, worried and all sorts of things. So... I am aware it is extremely early, I am going to go to sleep ( Read more... )

Alright... I'm going to get this down and try to make sense of it all.

It had been a long time getting over things, a very long time. I was living in my apartment in Japan, only really having contact with Conner after our duties of protecting him had become less prominent and consuming.

After some time though, Joshua said that Conner and I should ( Read more... )

I am useless to my friends, my lover and... i can't even do my duty as a knight. I have never felt so utterly worthless before ( Read more... )

My man is sick, and what do I do for him? Leave him alone while I eat and talk with friends... all the while he is suffering.

I am so selfish, I should not have left him for so long. I hope you can forgive my negligence Baern.

Oh my... you know, I became aware this morning that someone had been into Baern and I's room while we were sleeping.

While nothing was damaged or taken, the only difference I noticed was a yellow dust cloth and a can of Mr Sheen left on the floor.

And then I saw it... Baern's head... It was very shiny indeed!!! 0____0 Someone polished his head!

My poor Baern has been poorly again lately, and I have a bad feeling about events of late... like something bad is going to happen. but I suppose that is a pessimistic view.

In any case, I can't stay on the computer long. If anyone needs me, I shall be in my room. I sincerely all of my friends are well. <3

Thank you Pestilence for helping me with my idea. And... if anyone should have an opinion about my appearance... please keep negative comments to yourself?

I am not doing this for any of you, I am doing it for me and for my relationship with the man I love.

Thank you for understanding.