holy crap guys, im leaving lockport tomorrow night! and will be in ohio on tuesday...i can't believe it's all happening so fast, but i don't like it. i mean im fine with the whole moving thing but its just all too sudden. by this time next week, ill probably be in my hot tub slowly pruning because of the lack of anything to do in ohio. ha ha but i ( Read more... )

ok for some reason i have been feeling really not too bad about moving lately, and it's not because i want to, im actually not sure why im so calm about it. but i'm glad that everything had been resolved, that might have been the reason that i was getting so upset about stuff, and yes you were right i guess ryan...but now i'm just glad that i can ( Read more... )

i'm feeling so much better today then i was a few days ago. i was a huge wreck about moving, clair you know what im talking about! that was so bad. but i woke up today feeling really calm about the whole thing and i know i'll probably have another outburst sometime or another but for now i'm happy that i have friends that will always be there for ( Read more... )

i dont know if im sick or something, i just cant stand up with feeling like im going to fall over...i dont think im dehydrated or what. i hope i feel better before tomorrow cause i have to go to earth science review which is gonna suck some major ass. clair you best go with me or ill smack ya up. lol well yeah im gonna go drink some water se if ( Read more... )

dont you hate it when people are nice to you in person but talk about you behind our back? at least theres some people in this world that aren't like that and thank god that a few of those people are some of my best friends. im glad that i can have some good memories of lockport. thanks guys for always being there for me. and those of you who ( Read more... )

omg today was my last day at lhs! it was my last day in global with clair, last day in lunch with my friends, last day of hearing courtney sing, last day of seeing HIM, last day of having to wake up early to go see everyone i love!! im going to miss all you guys so very much and i dont know what im going to do without any of you in ohio with me! ( Read more... )

im kinda pissed off right now.....

omg what is wrong with people in lockport? they can't seem to understand what an opinion is anymore, they make the biggest deals out of nothing and for what? to see if they scare me? make me want to apologize? well i'm not going to becuase i said what i said nothing can change that. when i say something i mean it, no matter what the consequences ( Read more... )

ok is it just me or are people being really dumb and immture about this whole onstage thing, ok maybe i said some stuff that i shouldn't have said, but i think that people need to understnad and be able to take people's opinions, and for all of you who say that i don't know how to dance, i learned from deanna thank you very much. and it was just my ( Read more... )

i just got back from the onstage recital and let me tell ya...wait maybe i shouldn't i could get in trouble with people. yeah but sometimes people need to be able to understand the truth and not get all pissed off when someone realizes that something isn't as good as they think it is. and i don't know, maybe i should have stopped but i mean, i ( Read more... )