its been a while since we actually spoke, i can still hear your voice inside my head everyday. i didnt mean to let my head get the best of my personality, you held on as long as you could. i'm in a place where im as happy as i've ever been it feels like, you seem so excited about what life has to offer. i'm so proud of you for doing what your heart wants you to do. i'm working on figuring that out, and doing the same. do you remember the top of my car, how i use to tickle the top of your lip? god i just miss our friendship, we lost touch long before this, i was lost, out in the dark and didnt want your flashlight. i wanted to be strong, for me, for us, you were always strong for the both of us when i wasnt. you tried for so long, and held it together, my faulty plans made the foundation we built crumble. i want you to be happy, i want you to live for everyday like it could end tomorrow. i miss you everyday, but you need to enjoy this time, enjoy your life. find happiness beyond what you've known so far. you deserve it, you always have
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thank you for this. you and i both know we needed something drastic to drag us out of our hole. and you don't have to ask, i remember everything .. we shared so much together that its impossible to forget. we definitely didn't know how to handle this situation in the beginning but i think we're starting to learn. it makes really happy because i miss having you in my life, you're still a huge part of me and you always will be. and i'm also really happy that you're happy. that's all i ever wanted for you to be and just know that you'll be fine - the hard part is over and we deserve to have awesome lives because we are awesome people. we should try to be best friends or something .. we already match forever so we might as well. ...
we are best friends, its ingrained in our skin(literally), i want to take my reentry slow, really get to know you again, the parts i didnt pay attention to because i was too busy freaking out. i never wanted you to leave my life, i couldnt take that, youll always have my heart, no matter what happens, you had it from day one. when your ready i'd like to get a cup of coffee and get to know you
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love, key.
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we need to catch up.
love, bun.
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