i have such trouble beginning ( Read more... )

not sure why i update this ever, just to let out my thoughts somewhere although i'm the only one that reads it. i like things that way, i like to come back and see that nothing ever changes ( Read more... )

ohhh can't sleep. going home in the morning. don't wanna/kinda excited. i'm going to miss it so much here and seeing everyone i want all the time and walking outside and feeling the amazing weather even when its cold or rainy. i'm going to miss the people on the streets and the feeling you get when everything is more perfect than anywhere else you ( Read more... )

so. life. really, you've got me stuck here. i don't want to move. but i have to. it's time to move on. on the other hand, i'm so ready for a change. i've been complacent. and lazy. and i want to change. i need some new excitement. i'm turning a page. i definitely need structure. a schedule. some kind of actual work for a while. time to grow up and ( Read more... )

i think i've been drifting into space so much lately that i didn't even realize what day it is. its december 18th and this year is almost over .. i definitely didn't notice until just now. i need a change of heart. i've been caring too much. and not listening to myself. and not even thinking really. and i sometimes forget to be grateful for all i ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like i completely forget who i am. i always seem to be changing, but sometimes my thoughts get stuck in one place, and i can't remember exactly the person i was the day before. it's a new season for me, fall does this to me every time. the start of something new .. this weekend was really strange, not what i was expecting at all. ( Read more... )

loveee fall. love love love ( Read more... )

think about this. our minds can do things that we can't even begin to understand, things we have no control over. your brain just read that statement, interpreted the words, from seeing them with your eyes, to turning them around and understanding the patterns in lettering and speech, something we have created and studied, passed down from the ( Read more... )

so. i'm living in this cozy little studio apartment with my newest best friend named trevor in charleston. what a kind, crazy person to let a near stranger live with him. and i feel like a crazy person too. i'm only here for a few months until i start aveda back home in january, but it's probably the best spontaneous idea i've ever had. i'm here ( Read more... )

so i guess summer is kind of officially over. sure was not expecting this one to be so .. unexpected. but such is life ( Read more... )