LOLLA WAS THE SHIT. i need to update on my life.
so much madness. brandon flowers i am more in love with you than ever.

well i'm a weak and lonely sort but i'm not sailing just for sport

breaking plans for myself yet again. can't sleep ( Read more... )

i'm up again. funny thing .. i'm staying up so i can write my paper .. and i started it around 6 today. hm. haven't gotten too far. thanksgiving break took every ounce of my motivation from me. why do they do that and then only give us a week of class? that is simply asking for trouble. i just read that i wrote "once" instead of "ounce" and i ( Read more... )

existing problem: environmental philosophy paper on god knows what, but worth 37% of grade, due tomorrow. solution: decide to pull an all-nighter with suitemates (i felt old again. i haven't done that in a couple years, sadly), then tarryn decides to take a train ride at 5 am? and does, lie on a white shaggy rug and watch mxc for a while ( Read more... )

my roommate cannot take a hint that it is winter outside and keeps putting the ac on 66 degrees. and then complains about how it is cold out. i turn on the heat and she turns on the air a few minutes later. strange girl. but quite honestly, i LOVE the cold. it just makes me feel clean even when i haven't showered in two days, and it makes my lungs ( Read more... )

"you're not a failure and i don't give a shit what anyone says"
i love my mother.

also ...

"chunks of moon detected in saturn's rings"
why would anyone ever research that?

i cannot help that i am so intuitive. and that i can't make any progress on any one thing in my life. and i'm really upset that i have no potential to be badass in the least bit. and my priorities are all a mess. i'm not any worse than the usual human being. not any better either.
home. not here, for sure. i miss it, i love it, i'll be there soon - ( Read more... )

apparently there is a riot downstairs ( Read more... )

really, honestly, i don't like my roomate at all. i've tried for as long as i have been here to at least be courteous and nice. she does nothing but hibernate. and the 8 or so hours of the day that she is awake, she sits in the living room under my blanket with the blinds closed, either watching mtv reruns or soap operas, eating pringles or pizza. ( Read more... )