doesn't mean a thing to me, things aren't what they used to be.

[_laurenlarson]

so. life. really, you've got me stuck here. i don't want to move. but i have to. it's time to move on. on the other hand, i'm so ready for a change. i've been complacent. and lazy. and i want to change. i need some new excitement. i'm turning a page. i definitely need structure. a schedule. some kind of actual work for a while. time to grow up and

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[throughthisview]

i didn't know anyone still checked my livejournal let alone the person i'm talking about. i know 100% that everyone cares and is here for me and i'm here for everyone else, you know i'd stop everything i'm doing to drive 4 hours just to bring you a pair of pants you wanted to wear that day. thats just me, i care about you alot, i'm just tired of the awkward, i wanna be able to hug you and not feel you tense up and for us to be able to joke around without you thinking your giving me the wrong idea and hurting my feelings. it's not like that, at all for me, if your giving me signals i know how to pick up on them, and i've gotten none so i know there arent any being sent.

glad were getting back