I have absolutely no idea what i'm doing when it comes to my love life at all. I had a girl i was dating who i pushed as far away from me as i could. Then to top it all off I get turn into a hermit whenever i'm around her. I know it shouldnt happen, its been a few months, but it does. She can say the meanest things do the worst things and just ( Read more... )

its another fall and i'm completely ready for it to get cold, i've been wearing jeans everyday hoping for the breeze. I'm ready for good things so i'm projecting good things. I'm forgive/forget for the first time in well forever, lifes far too short to hold a grudge. being an uncle has really turned my view on things around alot, a year ago I would ( Read more... )

fun. and avett
charleston soon
halloween!!
friends!
much to be excited about!!!

so this weekend was good and bad. friday we went to see copeland and were an hour late. the working title had cancel bc their shit was stolen two weeks ago, messed up thing is they started the tour back up a day later....bastards. and we missed the junior varsity, so i payed 15 dollars for a band i'd seen 3 times. but copeland still rocked it. ( Read more... )

so this week has been pretty good, i interviewed with ultra tan and the pay is gonna suck but whatever i need money, i'm hanging out with the zimmermans alot lately and its alot of fun. i've been going out with them this week for they're spiritweek since i didnt go out last year(does that make me a superloser?) well if it does then jessie is a ( Read more... )

so life has been pretty good as of late, been hangin out, and going to class and i have an interview with UltraTan lol, whatever its a job i dont really care at this point as long as im makin' that green. but yeah i've been getting back to basics with alot of my friends, see kids i really didnt see my senior year, and its awesome. im just carefree ( Read more... )

lately things are just weird...

i'm thinking about picking up guitar again and going solo if i get good enough

i've been writing alot of lyrics lately

i've got a drugtest with harris teeter, hope i pass...

thats all for now

later days

chandler

i freak out too much lately, im so scared of losing ashley that anytime shes around her new guy friends i think shes gonna see something in them she doesnt see in me and leave me. im sure this wont happen, but its my BIGGEST fear and evertime im around these guys who i think are total prep boy, manslut assholes i freakout, and end up blowing up or ( Read more... )

and if you told that tomorrow you'd be gone ( Read more... )

sooo long time no update, its been a crazy few weeks, as of saturday im a graduate of fort mill high school, me and ashley are doing pretty good, got into a big thing today bc im having trouble controling my anger(im trying to hard) and she got upset, it wasnt fun at all. besides taht things have been pretty good lately, red truck reunion won the ( Read more... )