When I return to this place I become overwhelmingly sad

Right now I am between feeling overwhelmingly sad and horribly numb. It's an uncomfortable position to be in and I think that any moment something could send me over the edge. I need you and you aren't here.

thank you virginia woolf for showing that time is of little importance. and thank you gabriel garcia marquez for proving that time is cyclical. i never believed either thing but as i sit and think about the last two and some odd years both things seem very true.

i enjoy reading. i had forgotten that until recently. perhaps i was distracted by the ( Read more... )

Lately I have been wishing that I lived in a house like this:

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lately i have been craving familiar faces other than the ones i see every day. i am not exactly sure who i wish to see or why but it just feels like something is missing. this time should be filled with holiday cheer and today i am feeling horrible. the space inside of me gets bigger and bigger and nothing can fill it. perhaps it's a lack of ( Read more... )

this is fun and i hope it works

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"Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?" -- Ernest Gaines ( Read more... )

My Personality

Neuroticism

97
Extraversion

68
Openness To Experience

80
Agreeableness

62
Conscientiousness

56
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for some reason i have knots in my stomach. i think i am nervous but also excited that school is just around the riverbend.

work is boring today...no friends to entertain me.

i hope that she hasn't forgotten about our lunch date. i am hungry!