I know no one looks in this stupid thing anymore so I guess why bother considering whether or not to make this private. What's new? Nothing. What's Old? Me. Okay, self loathing is only about to begin. Usually the way this goes is I harshly and accurately critique my life and view of it, in a way so honestly that maybe one or two souls can actually ( Read more... )

I'm getting tired of the same thoughts and ideas. Thoughts like, "What am I doing? Who am I becoming? What will happen to me? Will I ever be happy? Will I be okay?" I guess that is part of the reason I don't write in here anymore. Well, let's see if something new comes out ( Read more... )

night's are cooler, air is crisp, and the sky's clear. i wish i could take it in more.

i think ive taken quite a wrong turn with my life. although, i don't even know what to regret considering, i don't understand what would have been better decisions for me in the past ( Read more... )

don't feel sorry for yourself.

ok, won't.

"Sacrifice is part of life. It's supposed to be. It's not something to regret. It's something to aspire to."

thats a keeper.

hana was fantasizing about having a vacation to martha's vineyard. saying how she'd love to travel, how she wish she had the money ( Read more... )

been a minute. finally finished a fuckin scene. not bad, not great, but done no less. and when i think about it, i'm really surprised how much i dont hate it. i thought i would, for sure ( Read more... )

"As soon as he had learned to know his camel better, and to establish a relationship with him, he threw the book away."

i could read it again, but i think i'd know wussup.

i have one year left. i will be proud.