We could have had a good apartment but nope, our timing is fucked up and we dont see each other enough. God damn having to work. I want to get the fuck out of this shitty hotel and move into a real place. No apartment yet. All I do is work lately. So much I never see him. Thats just fucking annoying. Sounds exciting? No, it's not but I figured I'd ( Read more... )

Yeah, I never update this shit anymore. Gasp - I have a fucking life. I got this thing when I had all the fucking spare time in the world. You know, being single and not social because most of you are fuckfaces anyway. I know who the fuck my friends are. And Sully is cooler than you people anyway. So basically it's finalizing the apartment shit and ( Read more... )

Yeah. Went to the fucking carnival the other day. Talked to Nash. Hung with Furbes for a bit. Hubby showed up. Rode the roller coaster. Ended up ditching Nash and Furbes. Furbes hates Sully. Sully hates Furbes and I can tell Nash doesn't like him either. I'm sick of everyone shit. Just fucking deal with it. I want everyone to be fucking civil. ( Read more... )

Here's a fucking tip. Don't make out with trashy chicks in front of your ex-girlfriend. It proves that you are a complete douche. I tried to not let her see, but she fucking looked. And what the fuck was with Furbes? I could tell she kind of wants him. Thats fucking disgusting. Whatever. Don't fucking talk to me, you're a fucking bigger loser than ( Read more... )

( It's a feeling that you cannot miss. )

I feel like such a fucking softie. Love is weird shit. I never felt like this with Jay. Or any fucking other person. I like it though. It's secure. I needed security. I spent my whole fucking life, especially the last six years in the most insecure situations. Abuse, abandonment and all this other bullshit. And then along comes this complete prick ( Read more... )

Yeah, so we did it. I really want to say I don't give a shit if you don't like it, but the fact of the matter is I do give a shit, because it's annoying as all fucking hell to have some people tell you shit when they don't know the story. You're not in our heads, you're not fucking there behind closed doors. If you think you know a damn thing about ( Read more... )

We're getting married ( Read more... )

If I could, I would quit my fucking job. It's goddamn boring. Nobody goes to the theatre anymore unless they want to fucking fight with me, and I'm left with Meeri bitching at me like a fucking ugly cow when I take a break. Bullshit? Yes.

And to make it more pleasant, my exboyfriend shows up to argue with me. I want to forgive him. I do. But he ( Read more... )

Here's all you need to know. Me and Sully broke up. I'm moving back in with my mom. My dad is practically dead.

My reactions to this? Anyone who thought we were going last was insane anyway. Which means I'm fucking in need of solitary confinement. Where the fuck did this relationship go wrong? Shit happens. I hate her.I hate her.I hate her.I hate ( Read more... )