I always tend not to write in here and seem to write sentences or doodle in what can't be classed as a journal or scrapbook really... Just a book of random shit. No dates, no links to certain things. Infact very brief/vague thoughts that i look back on and i'm not entirely sure what i felt at the time of writing that babble (or when for that matter ( Read more... )

So a conversation in the early hours of this morning got me in deep thought mode for most of today and pretty much all night upto now where I feel like I need some form of release. I love it when i'm on an endless train of thought that ends up being so deeply complex that I feel as if i'm about to explode or something ( Read more... )

Sunday was one of the best days ever for me. One word : DOWN. [the band ( Read more... )

WARNING ON CONTENT: NEWER ENTRIES WILL BE HOW THEY WILL BE.It's my only release right now so i won't hold back on anything. If i want to disclose my very strange train of thoughts that you probably won't understand, i will. If i want to mention sexually explicit experiences, i will. Everything and anything goes now within this journal, if you don't ( Read more... )

All that has been on my mind recently is how people affect others. Intentionally or Unitentionally is the question. I've pretty much just found out that someone from my past has shit all over me and i mean all over me. I couldn't care much for my past or extend any positive thoughts on that whole experience because right now is what matters to me ( Read more... )

Anyone selling any Confidence ?

I'll take 2 grands worth of the stuff.

That should put me on a pretty average level.

Thanks.

It seems i fail to understand others, or just maybe nobody understands me? That's such a 'rebel goth' attitude to have and i don't mean for it to sound like that but seriously, lately i've been asking far too many questions about pretty much everything to do with the people i am 'close' with. My mother specifically. Usually we understand each ( Read more... )

I guess there's still that punctual issue lingering within the subject of LJ. I didn't update when i said i was going to, probably because i have far too much crap i want to ramble about and don't know where where to start ( Read more... )