i don't like the concept of livejournal anymore. there's nothing i would say in here that i wouldn't say to any of your faces. i'll be in touch.

i think steve is the only person i have ever fully loved. you know, that unquestioning, unwavering, but not-naive kind of love that we all claim to have felt. i care about a great many (perhaps too many) people, but while everyone has their own significance, i don't think i love anyone else the way i love steve. i love my mother conditionally, i ( Read more... )

you know, now that i'm older, i can kinda understand where my mom was coming from when she set up all the rules when i was a kid, like "no jumping on the dining table" and "no screaming at the top of your lungs when dad goes to bed." but i still think it's weird that she wouldn't let me sleep over at my friends' houses if they had older brothers - ( Read more... )

is that what you call a getaway?
tell me what you got away with,
cause i've seen more spine in jellyfish
i've seen more guts in eleven year old kids
have another drink and drive yourself home
i hope there's ice on all the roads
and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield.

-brand new

This has been the best night of my life
This has been the best night of my life
I could have lost my life
And I would have lost my mind
But now I'm fine
And I find
That this has been the best night of my life.

i love you, streetlight manifesto.
:D

i cannot believe how long today has been. when i think of last night i feel like it happened a week ago, and i haven't quite convinced myself that it's only monday. it was only last night that i looked up 11 different sources and wrote a three page fucking annotated bibliography? it was only last night that i was unpleasantly surprised by the ( Read more... )

i feel really, really optimistic. this has everything to do with my birthday and maybe a little bit to do with reading ayn rand all weekend.

i just had a pretty good first day back, even despite the fact that i woke up feeling incredibly harassed by life (and yes, "life" is synonymous with "school"). i went to all of my classes for once (yeah, i am guilty of skipping the morning ones far too often) which may have fueled the motivated feeling i've had all day. and i felt strangely ( Read more... )

i feel rather extrospective, and i don't like what i see...

my dreams have taken on a new theme. i'm always with someone who is supposed to be my friend, but i've never met them in real life. and they spend the entire dream telling me i'm doing everything wrong, or that i'm late, or that i forgot to do something, or just playing mean jokes on me that always screw me over in some way or another. i'm never ( Read more... )