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[_losingcontrol_]

I'm so disgusted with my weight at this point that I feel too embarrased to go to Founders Day in my hometown.
I don't want to give people a reason to talk about me.
If they don't see me, they can't talk about how fat I've gotten while giggling and eating their funnel cakes.

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[girlglowstoxic]

you shouldnt worry about what others think or say about you.
if you keep doing it, you'll never leave your house.
i just walked the dogs in a nightgown thinking 'its sunday, no one will be out' and i live near family.
so just to prove me wrong, my cousin and 3 of his friends show up and i have to stand around talking to them in my nightgown. :) but i didnt really care or think about it once i got to talking.

[_losingcontrol_]

gah, i'd give anything to think like that.

maybe one day i'll get to that point.

you should come up with a method to transfer some of that to me.
:P
it would be much easier.

[girlglowstoxic]

it takes a bit of practice, but just forcing yourself to get out of the house and around people and keeping your mind on talking and doing things instead of wondering what people are thinking [and honestly they arent thinking about what you think their thinking about] is a lot bettter than being in your house by your own choice wondering what people would think or say if they seen you.
FUCK EM!
im sending my vibes your way.