i have 2 words for you
SELFISH ASSHOLE

and im scared to be alone
and im scared of love
and letting people in
but how can i ever find someone if im afraid of all the doors to lead me to them
i guess im mostly scared of getting hurt again, because i always try to see the best in people
and then im always let down
or disappointed

i need someone to hold my hand

so i feel like this is sorta necessary... but i dont think it is at the same time but idk okay anyway
the other night i feel like i may have offended some people because i refused to talk about what was wrong...
yet i went outside to call and cry to jill..

well i didnt know WHAT was wrong, so i couldnt actually tell any of you what was bothering me ( Read more... )

Ain’t nobody home, so come on over here
Let’s play hide and seek, in our underwear
I find you, I can get it right there
You find me, then I get bare
Either way we both win, now that’s fair
Whatever I gotta do to be with you Oh Yeah
You my king, I’m your queen, now that’s a nice pair

Looking so innocent ( Read more... )

1. im losing weight and working out
2. im dying my hair a new shade of blonde and getting a new hairstyle maybe?
3. im finally getting my belly button pierced
4. im cutting down onmy drinking
5. increasing my studies to make up for my shitty accting exam

Catch Moss 83 (5:31:14 PM): i want you to know that i am sorry for everything that happened and i want u ti know that i dont wanna lose you as a friend

that made me more mad, than happy.
screw you if you think you deserve for me to forgive you WEEKS after i find out, and you couldnt even say sorry then
and you arent gonna even try to keep me as a ( Read more... )

there comes a point in your life when you realize:
-who matters
-who never did
-who wont anymore
-and who always will

so dont worry about the people from your past, theres a reason why they didnt make it to your future :)

OH HEY GUESS WHAT
i just found out sean cheated on me at eastern too
funny how i ALWAYS find out

i never should have listened to your dad when he told me to find a reason for you not to join the national gaurd
i should have let you go
instead of finding you a school
whatever.

listen to your best friends when
they tell you he's not worth it.
because they can see what you refuse to

i wonder if i ever cross your mind when you kiss her, touch her, etc
i wonder if that year and a half ever makes you think, miss it.
i wonder if you ever feel regret for cheating on me, feel bad about it.
i wonder a lot... but i dont wonder if ill ( Read more... )