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So my trip to Kentucky taking Matt was okay.  I got to see one of my cousins I haven't seen for about 5 years.  I went to the family reunion on Sunday and half the people there I didn't even know.  Then we went camping Monday-Thursday.  We packed up our stuff on Thursday and went back to my aunt's house to stay another night.  Then we left Friday, ( Read more... )

Well, here I am again late at night...or early in the morning ..whatever you wanna call it..anyways it's almost 4 a.m.  I can't sleep again because I'm thinking about some things once again.  I'm bored and no one is on this late to talk to.  Matt said I could call him no matter what time it is if I needed to talk, but I really don't want to call ( Read more... )

Yeah..I know you're wondering why I'm up this late. It's because I can't sleep.  I keep thinking about everything that depresses me like my dad always jumping on me for no reason at all, my dad jumping on my mom for "wasting" money when he's the one who takes it to go get drunk, my parents fighting all the time, and I'm always upsetting Matt ( Read more... )

So the last day of school was on Friday and things have been a lot better for me ..probably because I get to see Matt a lot more now.  My english exam was pretty hard because it was an essay, and I don't think I did it right.  The spanish exam was so fucking easy. 
Yesterday I helped out Tasha and her mom at that children's railroad thingy..then me ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while...oh well, because I am now. So I haven't turned in my applications yet..which is bad, because I need to get a job during the summer, so I can pay back my mom that $100 that I borrowed for many different things..my contacts costing the most of $33.

It's waaay too hot, and I'm sitting here sweating. It's weird how ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I woke up at 8, took a shower, and went to graduation.   I was about to cry, but I managed to contain it.  Afterwards, went to Matt's house..Tasha and Stephen came over. I changed out of my skirt, and we went to Bella's to eat.  Then we went to 3 parties.

I always seem to upset someone.  Things just seems to "jump" out of my mouth ( Read more... )

Today sucked..school sucked..my spanish project sucked.  Why do I always have to do things wrong?  I totally fucked up my spanish project...but I really don't care..oh well..fuck it.  Anyways, school sucked again today..of course, because Matt wasn't there. It's hard for me to adjust to new things like Matt not being there. I've been so depressed ( Read more... )

Well school sucked today because Matt wasn't there because he had that senior picnic thingy((school sucks everyday)). Anyways, I didn't get to see him and now I know how it's going to be without him at school for my last 8 days of school and the next 3 years. I'm going to be so lost without him. School's going to suck even more because he isn't ( Read more... )

I'm b0red!!!

((I was hoping it would be Ashlee Simpson, Jessica Simpson, Hilary Duff,Lindsay Lohan,or Paris Hilton because they are all retards....but oh well...Mandy Moore is stupid too))

((i guess that means someone I hate will be killing me ??))


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