I just got off of work at 11 and I'm so tired.  I really need to go to bed because I just realized today that orientation for school is tomorrow..and I just found out that school is on Monday.  I guess I just have been too busy to realize it.  Anyways, so I wanna talk to Matt right now, but he's in bed because he has to get up in the morning for ( Read more... )

Band camp sucked ass this year.. because of all the marching and no more funny seniors  ... anyways... so I've been working a lot lately.  I guess that's kind of good.. more hours = more money.  Some people have quit their job there because of school starting and everything, but I need the money, so hopefully I'm gonna work there until I go to ( Read more... )

I'm so depressed right now over so many different things, a few I'm not gonna mention, but one reason is because I haven't been myself lately.  I reprehend this period of devastation.  But it all ties together because of one thing that I don't want to mention.  I've been keeping to myself a lot and have created my own little "bubble". I've only ( Read more... )

Working at a fast food restaraunt(sp?) really makes you tired.  Well, at least my hours are better than they were, because I don't work to closing anymore which is really cool.  Today was really busy and I didn't get to get off until a half hour later than I was supposed to.  Matt and Stephen were waiting for me to get off, and I felt horrible for ( Read more... )

So not much has happened since the last time I updated.  I've just relapsed back into my little slump of depression.  I've been emotional lately and the littlest things have been making me cry.  I'm happy for a while, and then I fall back into the pits of depression. I haven't been very happy with myself lately because of the way I treat people.  I ( Read more... )

So nothing really happened today..only rain and more rain.  Rainy days make me depressed for some reason.  Roanoke had a tornado watch today..the reason I bring this up is because I have a huge fear of tornados.  Anyways, so Hardees finally called me today and I have to go down there 11 tomorrow to fill out papers about taxes, so in others words I ( Read more... )

So yesterday I woke up about 10 to get ready to go with Matt.  I spent all day with Matt's relatives which was fun because they're hilarious.

I woke up about an hour ago from my dog licking me in the face..stupid dog...then I went to go help my mom with her new cell phone (she's not too good with technology).  Then she went to work.  She forgot ( Read more... )

I changed my background back to Slipknot because I can't seem to find a background that I like.  Now my icon and background is Slipknot.. so yeah.  I'll update later when something happens....well later.

Year after year, it's the same routine
And I grow so weary
of the sound of screams
And I, Jack, the Pumpkin King
Have grown so tired of the same old thing

Oh, somewhere deep inside of these bones
An emptiness began to grow
There's something out there,
far from home
A longing that I've never known

So I changed my background and icon because I was bored and had nothing else to do.  It looks crappy and doesn't really match, but oh well.  I don't really have anything else to say...  so I'll leave some lyrics...

[Best Of You- Foo Fighters]

I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holding you
Were you ( Read more... )