staring at this screen in a daze. all i can think about is you, and i mean all of you. every last bit of you down to the way you talk. i cant even think straight because i miss being in his arms so much right now. im a cold girl and in his arms i turn warm. like the sun is seeping out of his skin and being absorbed into me.

its been a week thats felt like a life time.i knew everything would fall apart but on the day it acctually did.i stood in awe and patiently watched my life go down the drain. i then wanted to run and hide in the arms of someone that could take this all away.change comes in drastic bolts of lighting. quick, forsefull and hetic. no matter how many ( Read more... )

these are the days i try so hard just to feel alive.


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"i wonder if i take you home.. would you still be in love baby?"

dont
phunk
with
my
heart.

my birthday was rockin ( Read more... )

birthday.
two days.
be excited.
the extravaganza will begin.

were gunna party tonight. fuck yeah.

slowly.
things.
are.
feeling.
better.

this
will
take
time.

my birthday is next friday.
im filled with joy.
hooraw for me.
for once.

the longest car ride home of my life.

nauseated.
denial.
screaming.
sick.
hate.
adrenalin.
scared.
livid.

i have developed a tramendous amount of hate towards anything in life that could fuck me over.

un votre
idiot si foutu.
vous devriez avoir
honte de vous-même.

this night was marked with disaster before it began.

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