i feel like a zombie. i hardly sleep...and when i do sleep i still wake up feeling exhausted. i miss the normal 8 hours a night. took it for granted.
so i have this road trip i'm planning. and you can talk about how much you hate my friends' band all you want to..but those dudes are nicer to me than any of yall have been for years.
i have this new thing where i tell people when they piss me off. just straight up "hey you just pissed me off/hurt my feelings." it hasn't really worked out for the best...people don't tend to respond well to criticism. fuck it, i am going on vacation tomorrow.
i find is immensely entertaining how you think you are so much better than me all of a
working nonstop. needing the money. pissed i didn't get to go to two of the shows this weekend. excited about philly next month. excited about the prospect of cali in september. missing friends. wishing i was driving around the country. jealous of my friends that are. having a weekend off!!!
god everything r00lz right now. but i am in need of old school hang outs. back it up a couple of summers and replay that. BRYAN MOVE BACK TO BIRMINGHAM...k?? we need you to make this whole thing work again.
i don't know what is wrong with me. i just cried at taco bell because my food was taking too long. &i cried earlier when that plain white t's song "hey there delilah" came on the radio. so it's one of those days. i don't make any sense to myself.