everyone and everything is different. i do the same things everyday. i dont know why people grow apart the way they do. i guess thats just the way the world works. i dont like it. im glad fall is here. it always cheers me up.
have you ever wanted to trust someone sooooo bad and dont know what is stopping you?? that about sums up every relationship i have ever had. im all about second and third ... even fourth chances... but for some reason, i just cant let go of shit and let myself trust someone... i dont know why i am so untrusting. ugh.
im so fucking irritated. why does everything have to suck so fucking hard? why are boys so fucking clueless? im so tired of this shit. im about to throw myself a damn pitty party. maybe that would make me feel better. damn!