so i only got five minutes till my next class starts but i thought i would say hey to all who don't read this and say sorry if i haven't talked to you or done anything with you in along time. What can i say life is crazy. I got class fill you in lata. bye bye

so yeah i just realized that i haven't written in this in awhile. But yeah maybe thats cause i haven't had that much to say!!!! Except that i would die without air conditioning!!!! It was really hot today. I believe the high was like 91 degrees and thats hot! For me that is cause if it was up to me it would be fall all year round! The summer is ( Read more... )

so yeah i forgot how long it has been since i have written anything in my journal but yeah i guess everything has been going good as good as it can get i guess. I was happy i got to go snowboarding 9 times this year!!!! yeah that is like a record cause usually i only go about 2 to 3 times a year for the past 4 years so i haven't gotten that good ( Read more... )

I thought that was a nasty commercial with santa going to buy a speedo! i mean really please guys we don't want to see that kind of thing its just wrong! Oh so yeah we have our convention dates! Ours is the first weekend in july so the 3rd through the 5th. I don't remember ever having it that weekend so i think that will be kinda cool. I love ( Read more... )

YEAH for snowboarding!!!!!!! Even tho we don't have snow. :( hopefully soon tho, hopefully soon. Yeah but at least the hills makes snow and then it melts and is crap but i am crazy and just want to go snowboarding and so i just go. Like now tomorrow i am going and it will rock, but i hope they made a lot of snow cause if they didn't that would ( Read more... )

Now you know, you know the way i feel. The way I peel. My skin is gone and you now see that it is me. It was me all along, It was me who belongs. She is fake and is just waiting for another date. she only likes the idea of you not the real you ( Read more... )

I gave you my heart and you decided to keep yours. Did you just pretend so you wouldn't be bored? Right now i don't know. The trees are steady and it's just the rain. My heart has been broken and there is no easy way to heal. Moving on isn't always easy to do. I see things and am reminded of you. When i finally see some hope there's the rain ( Read more... )

It used to be so easy, just to ignore. Knowing you weren't their anymore. Now it gets harder and harder to look at your face. I see you to much just to walk a way. And then i wonder why. Why do i still let my stomach fly, why do i look into your eyes. Here i am with someone new, and he fades away when you enter the room. He is almost ( Read more... )

My friends say I have a gift, But I believe It's a curse. When nobody can tell how you feel. I stay up crying, my eyes swell, but still no one can tell. Tell my heart has been broken still afraid of how he will be. How he will see me ( Read more... )

The nights are long, the air is cold i'm just waiting for the signs to show. Never had the courage to do now i'm determined to do. Do the best to show the signs i hide. They're hiding deep down in my heart where theres no point in telling why ( Read more... )