hah, kiki. understandably bad taste in your mouth. what's yours for? mine is the abruptness to the ending. bah phooey. and the fact that i was spoiled by the found_objects community.
I'll avoiding getting in to spoilers here, but I just thought the style of writing was inconsistent with the 5 previous books. To me, it read like a really bad fanfic for the most part.
Plus I was also spoiled through a non-harry potter community as well. that was shit.
i was so pissed! people put up stuff that they, well, find, and someone "found" a scanned page from the end of the book that was hilighted and totally gives it all away.
yeah it was...a lot more silliness, or maybe i was just giddy about the whole thing...i don't know which. i'll have to reread it a few times to see if i still giggle. it did seem like a different voice. harry was so different...actually, all the characters were different and unexplainably so.
my mom's painting the computer room so my online time is limited to the amount of time it takes me to get high off the paint fumes. uibvsehvwudrib cb vju bhxdsbovudfjhuvnwdnhosw
Just to clarify: I totally understand the need to disappear for a while. Totally. As I've done it myself a few times. And I worried that people hated me too, still do in fact, but most people didn't, which is good. And I think most people don't hold it against you either, and if they do, then they're silly because you = teh awesome. There are always going to be hurt feelings, but thankfully most people get over these with some time. ♥!!!1
Apparently I really hurt some feelings, but I haven't spoken directly to anyone in particular yet about the dislike or whatever...So I'm not going to gossip. Of course, it's been nearly six months and I never heard about it? It's so...backwards, because it's not like I completely disappeared. I had my same email, my same AIM. I talked to two people from this journal, really, and only once or twice. I'm not entirely to blame, I think. Okay, I'm done talking about that until things are...talked about...resolved.
So what's the deal, does everyone hate me now or something?
*sigh* And I don't want to make this a big deal or whatnot, but for me, personally? I don't really hate you, and we've im'ed just once and you were okay. But I was hurt when I learned you had another journal and was not informed about this, it was just hard to not get affectd by it. I know you had to take a break, but I just didn't understand why from us too. It did feel like you wanted out from us. But that was your decision, and I am not harboring sekrit loathing for you or anything at all. I hope you understand. Are you coming back? Is this the beginning of you posting again, here on this journal? We really did miss you, you know.
Sidekicks For Life.
And I would like to think it would take more than this to ruin the friendship we have. :)
The truth is, that I kept that other journal mostly for people that I knew in person and some pointless communities that I was never really a part of. You (or we) Sidekicks are a hard bunch to take in small doses, do you know what I mean? My internet life was overtaking my real life, as it has done in the past, and things were getting too complicated. Hence, break, as you said. It's hard to have such great friends that I can't run to when I've got a serious crisis at anytime of the night, because you aren't all online all the time. And, as a result of having as many great friends online that I had, I seem to not make as many friends outside of a very small group. Right now and back in January, I could count the number of people in my offline life that I call friends...well, on two fingers (minus my mom and sister). And my online friends I could not even begin to name at the time, there were so many
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i'm not really reading my friendspage at the moment though. cuz it's summer, and harry potter readin' time!
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Plus I was also spoiled through a non-harry potter community as well. that was shit.
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yeah it was...a lot more silliness, or maybe i was just giddy about the whole thing...i don't know which. i'll have to reread it a few times to see if i still giggle. it did seem like a different voice. harry was so different...actually, all the characters were different and unexplainably so.
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*sigh* And I don't want to make this a big deal or whatnot, but for me, personally? I don't really hate you, and we've im'ed just once and you were okay. But I was hurt when I learned you had another journal and was not informed about this, it was just hard to not get affectd by it. I know you had to take a break, but I just didn't understand why from us too. It did feel like you wanted out from us. But that was your decision, and I am not harboring sekrit loathing for you or anything at all. I hope you understand. Are you coming back? Is this the beginning of you posting again, here on this journal? We really did miss you, you know.
Sidekicks For Life.
And I would like to think it would take more than this to ruin the friendship we have. :)
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