so today pretty much blew until 6th period which is my chill period. i was so not in the mood to sit in a classroom and have teachers talk to me like im an idiot. i hate how most of them are so obsessed with their authority over us. like their a damn god or something. anyways, so in 6th i pretty much spent my whole time writing in randy's yearbook ( Read more... )

last friday was amazing. i want it to happen all over again. its all i've got to keep a smile.
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i love 3 day weekends.. but at the same time, i hate them. this week is going by so slow now. having that extra day off just gets me so used to relaxation and spur of the moment plans that waking up to a screeching alarm clock at 6:30 is enough to make me wish i was dead. haha. ok, so its not THAT bad. but i cant wait for summer to be here. unlike ( Read more... )

my uncle died on saturday. that pretty much blew my whole weekend. the funeral's on wednesday. ive never even been to a funeral because im terrible with goodbyes. we'll see how it all goes. hopefully ill be able to hold myself together. <3

oh so bored once again. blah. life goes on
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school sucks. 40 minutes left... only 40 minutes i keep telling myself. its not working though. Its gloomy and raining outside. And im in HERE... when i could be outside running through the rain jumping in puddles. Im an expert puddle jumper. Yes, there is such thing. Or, i could be inside cuddled up in a blanked watching molly ringwald movies ( Read more... )

so life kinda blows right now. im not even allowed to talk to him. its a bummer. a HUGE bummer. but im just trying to make the best of all of this and make myself smile and be happy even though im in the middle of a hell hole right now. he does a good job of making me smile. i think everything will be ok.

YOU just called literally RIGHT after i posted that. i hope all goes well.

what have i done? ive gotten myself into a huge mess. ive hurt the one person in this world who has done nothing but show me love. i dont know exactly how i did it. i guess im just stupid and cant make up my mind. the fact that im taking a huge chance when i see him might have something to do with it. but i dont want to tell myself that the reason ( Read more... )

oh joy. yet another online community to show people how boring my life is. haha. nah, not really. my life is going pretty well. minus the fact that im grounded. other than that, ive got good friends, an amazing boyfriend who i love dearly, and my cell phone. haha. i dont know what id do without it. if i could think of anything else to write, i ( Read more... )