why do i always feel as though everything has to be perfect? it really doesn't, but i get so anxious and worry and then i get all irrational and immobilized and i don't know what to do but it has to be perfect and i'm so nervous, because i don't want to do something wrong FUCK! and my circulation is bad

so i have (finally) decided to call that certain curly-haired elfish boy that makes my heart smile... i just have to do a few things first, but then i'm gonna do it. yess. god, i'm such a dork ( Read more... )

SURPRISE!!!

i sincerely hope you fell over

i have a giant scab inside my right nostril

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it's been a month!! can you believe it?? i'm writing this as though people actually read and update theirs. but they don't. because there is schoool and such. AND I'M ALMOST 20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so so olden! and i've decided to get my cartilage pierced and the UNICORNS ARE PLAYING!!! soo happy! and i've decided it's a grumpy morning, ( Read more... )

yeah, that about sums me up tonight. vapor is a bit much, though... catherine came in and hosed me down with air freshener. now i really really have to shower. and i met people who make weird noises too. braaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! and i am totally obsessed with dinosaurs!! guess who got a motherfucking A+ in ceramics??? this bitch!!! even ( Read more... )

i way overdid it today on sugar... but it was all good ( Read more... )