so OFFICIALLY starting now,

i think school and learning should be over.

rebecca, please call me. i love you so much poo schmoo. <3

so this whole entire weekend consisted of me staying at my new house... painting, and cleaning and getting ready and such. We're moving this coming weekend, im super excited.

dude, i haven't seen mitchell in a week, and im not dying. terra, i can only imagine how you feel.

so we're talking forever, and you almost feel better...
but better's no excuse for tonight.

so these past days, gave me time. i miss him so much. i want him to come back, now!.. im so glad this happened. it just made me realize not how much i needed him, but how much i want him. it's not even because i see other couples, it's just that.. i love him so much. he is my best friend, the ultimate one i've always wanted ( Read more... )

i love,hate,envy,want to be,am discusted of,am sick of,want,wish i was with you.

so he said my bracelets and necklaces set him off to think that i smoke...
wtf?

i really want marks hair.

how can you be so happy and so sad and so frustrated and so excited and so confused and so insecure, but so confident... all at the exact same time. i don't know how i can be so stressed about everything going on in my life, when there's so many other things going on in this fucking world that are worst. but i mean, those aren't directly involving ( Read more... )

im really glad that we talked. all of us.

i've really always loved you both, just never could admit that i did.

so mitchell's going to be out of school for the next three days, it gives me time to get my head back straight on.

wayy to be really fucking miserable. i feel so ugly. how the fuck do some people just look so great EVERy day even without an effort. why do some people have to be smart or gorgeus.. but only the few are both. i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it. i hate that you ignore me even when you don't realize it. i hate that you say that you don't ignore ( Read more... )

so im just getting adjusted to school again. everything's actually going.. okay. once i get back into the mood of dancing and my body gets all strech-ed again, then dance won't be so hard. i start dance tomorrow at my studio, im real excited. so i really want to know what's been going on with you becca. that's all. i love you alot though ( Read more... )

i just remembered... mr.george said 'wankster' today, like three times ( Read more... )