hey guys. parents found the journal. i don't kno what i'm gonna do. don't comment. don't read it. don't talk about it. i might get another name if anything. later.

OK I LIKE HIM. i really really like him still. and i really miss him already. and i really want to get back together with him.wow. this isn't cool.:/

ok yes its really early but sandra is still asleep and i'm bored. yesterday ellen and i went to the mall (and i bought a polka dot thong!) to find her an outfit for the party. i went back to her house and michael called....and dumped me. wtf. because nicole told him that i said i'd be single by april. FOR THE RECORD. i did say that. BUT it was ( Read more... )

:sigh: today was boring. i did horrible at volleyball which isn't a total surprise. i didn't get to see Michael. i did however see shanners. i asked alyssa to prettify this piece of shit but she didn't do what i wanted. ick. ok well. everyone thinks speranza and i should just go out and get it over with. do they not understand the concept of a ( Read more... )

how fucking hott is my buddy icon? i just absolutely love that thing. i'm obsessive i kno. and i'm strange i kno that too. cool. so currently i'm at my love's house. can you guess? yea, sandra. and... hmm... lets think.. i've been really hyper and.. not much else happened. she's forcing me to listen to the beatles and i drank a lot of chocolate ( Read more... )

wooo ok well today i'm gonna make my entry all pretty. the whole day i was thinking about Michael and Anthony. algebra-michael and anthony s.s.-michael and anthony spanish-...well no one ever pays attention in spanish anyways but still michael and anthony. i was just like holy crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! could i please focus on this gay factoring equations ( Read more... )

oh man danny was at youth group. and anthony's coming home tomorrow. and my mother is gay. and anthony is coming home tomorrow. and i'm freaking out about it. and i'm not too sure why. WOOOO DAMN I MET THIS KID STEVEN TODAY. WHAT A HOTTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he lives in ( Read more... )

ok yea. Lauren came and we went down to Glenn's. But me being the smart one realized that we had passed him by. did lauren listen? nope. so we walked to Glenn's and i was proved rite. then we walked to Michael's. (matt's hot friends were over, wow) michael was mowing his gay lawn with the gay lawnmower. so we started walking back to Ryan's and we ( Read more... )

omg that was so much fun. yesterday we beat the guys in a volleyball game and then i went to ellen's. Ferdi and kayla came and surprised me, lyssa, and ellen. Then "Grandmama" came so ferdi and kayla left. We went to Walgreens, then party city, then wal-mart. we had to rush home to meet mini ho's fasha who took her to her hitting lesson. while she ( Read more... )

i would like to start out by saying that i flipping love that kidd. (x infinity) i really do. wow. that is all i can think of. I MADE VOLLEYBALL. number 7. go hulay. well i'm gonna go finish up another shirt i'm making...later kids.