Everyone sucks! No one has ever really cared for me so whatever!!!!! I'm a loner now. Its better off this way I suppose.

So its been a long time since I wrote anything. Here lately I can't stand the way I am. I have never been more down on myself. I miss people and wish that I had friends. I know it sounds very high school and poor me, but I really don't have friends. Well the friends I have never talk to me. I have also learned I have anxiety (social anxiety) and it

Everything sucks. I'm lonely. How can someone so nice that would do anything for anyone be shit on so much. People are blind. Crying doesn't help at all. Trying doesn't do much either.I am officially disappearing. I hope I get a job at the Purity plant doing absolutely nothing except for answering phones(eating ice cream) but waiting on them to ( Read more... )

I am fighting a battle with my own tears and they kick my ass.

Everything seems so distant. I wish I could find some peace. I think I'm vanishing.

Things are pretty boring. I think I might be catching a cold or something. Being sick sucks.

It's my Birthday Bitches!!!!!!!! So I'm gonna go crack some skulls!

Dashboard confessional was really good tonight. It was a very pleasant birthday gift.

I can't believe how some people treat other people that are so sweet and kind to them. It hurts. It's like no one cares how they make other people feel.

I wish I could just find somewhere to hide from everything. I hate being sad, I hate wishing for happiness, for love and I just hate feeling alone. I have had hope for something new but right now hope is sucking.