wow.. so i havent been on here in approx 4 years. a lot has changed.... a lot.

my moms doing A  LOT better..
my lil brothers doing a lot worse i guess. always in trouble.. everywhere.. school . law.. home.
my older brother had a gf for a few years but she was HORRIBLE for him and they are over, and i guess now shes in rehab.
my sisters steph, well ( Read more... )

Ask me where I've been and I'll gladdly tell you how I live. Be my friend and I'll surely sacrifice all there is to give. Lend me your trust for as long as I deserve it and I can assure you that I'm hard to rid of. Tell me only what I want to hear and I'd probably turn away. I want to know what breaks you down, I want to know that I'm the one that ( Read more... )

Someone with ambition, pride, and dreams? I want to meet someone that I can converse with, tell and discuss. I want to hear what you believe, think and have to say. I want to feel what you feel as we think it over, and then show you how I see it. I want you to be there to watch the sunrise as I paint it setting before it even occurs. I want you to ( Read more... )

id like to share what i like ( Read more... )

so i never hear from my mom that much anymore ( Read more... )

Lately, things have changed, I have changed.. I guess now I'm discovering everything there is out there that I once blocked out.. I had everything I needed and wanted planned out for me. It was something that I had to do to make myself feel just a little secure. Nothing seems to go right for us, but I guess that's just how it's supposed to be ( Read more... )

paulitbe: still lookin for that guy for you ( Read more... )

so yeah ( Read more... )

its over with, im sure. i will never be able to explain exactly what happened during this time period. i will never ask and im sure you will never tell.

"i'll sit back and watch her smile like i imagined i would.." -M.B. 8-3-05 'entitled'

"..well bottom line is that we arent together."