iiiiiii giiiiiiiiiiivvvvvvvveeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuupppppppppp.....yoooouuuuuuuu gotttttttt uuuurrrrrrrr wayyyyyyyy.

BYE!!!!

this summer definitly suprised me.
 things i planned to happen never did. 
things i didnt expect to happen happend.
so many things in my life changed just during summer. and not a little change...a big one.
im still getting used to the changes after all change is supposed to be good right?
i have seen alot of ppl this summer, and i have gotten closer ( Read more... )

so iv thought about it and i think it may be the end....

trust me i dont want it to be but i think iv just given up

i know youll still be there but i just dont think that this  is going to go anywhere or happen.

"its so bad its got to be good"

sooo i think about you. what do i think about you? i think "are you thinking of me"

oh how i would love to know tht answer!!

blah so today has been really shitty....like worse day ever and i have been at my aunts for like 3 hours and i am about to kill myself cuz we are heer all the time. and iv been thinking of a movie i saw in religion- a guy and his brother were on a boat and he tried his best to save him, but he couldnt grabb his hand and his brother died, form then ( Read more... )

why is it tht when things dont go our way from the begining we often give up and loose hope?

if we really want it why do we give up and not go for it?

why are we scared of challenges..things dont go our way and its just TO hard to make it right.

and what do you do when something feels so right yet you know its all wrong?

why do we still want it ( Read more... )

fuck did i just make another mistake?

i really hope not, cuz for once things felt perfect ahhh

"so it takes some time and a little bit of good"
i guess it really does.

i love how my best friend knows me better than i know me.. i love how she knows when somethings wrong...i love when she knows what i did even when i dont tell a soul...i love when shes like "noo it was because of this reason"...and i say no...then say yeah cuz i couldnt lie to her. i love how she waits for me every morning in the front and calls me ( Read more... )