omg wow today was one of the best days of my life! only like 2 people know why and im sorry im saying this but not telling you why...but omg it was just a good day and all of my stress is gone!!

i got a diary and it kind of replaced this. i like my diary more because i can write everything and this got old because i updated so much. maybe ill start back up again but im just writing this to update SOMETHING. school is pretty boring. life is stressful and everything im going through is just leading up to one big anxiety attack. i just cant ( Read more... )

 ok well truthfully i was expecting the worst with the first day of school deal.

the first 15 minutes were pretty gay but other than that i had a pretty decent day.

first 15 minutes: i walk 5 feet onto the campus and the fucking yellow jacket lady tells me my shirt is inappropriate and i have to change it. so i call my mom and have her bring me a ( Read more... )

its 3:35 in the morning and im STILL awake!! ahh ( Read more... )

ok im updating because brigitte got angered at me for not updating sooner.

--- i hate school and i dont want it to start

--- im not prepared for school in ANY way

--- my mom wants me to clean my room 'well'

--- it was fucking HOT today! i hate the heat

--- i dont like other peoples problems at the moment

--- i have a few of my own problems to ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE
-- Name: Mikaela
-- Birthdate: February 1st
-- Birthplace: Anaheim Hills
-- Current Location: huntington beach
-- Eye Color: brown (yuck)
-- Hair Color: blonde
-- Height: 5'8"
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: aquarius

LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: irish, french, swiss, african american, indian...i don't fricken know
-- The shoes you wore ( Read more... )

I've realized so much about myself lately. Well with every thing thats happened to me recently i've kinda started to look at it as how i've changed from it or what i've learned and im not usually like that.

I wish i had psychic powers. i wish i could read peoples' minds. well i kinda can...like i know if someone says something and they mean ( Read more... )

wow im so glad i can talk to brigitte about anything. she makes everything in my life easier. like once ive told her my feelings i feel like a boulder is lifted off my shoulders. thank you brigitte!

jeff makes me happy. everyone should have a jeff.

i got a new pair of pants...theyre so cute but i feel like paris hilton in them because they come so ( Read more... )

i feel like my world has been taken inside out and spun around and then shaken up a little more and then dropped on its head.

i am so incredibely worn out.

my emotions have gone completely off the deep end.

i can't make any decisions on what i want.

i always just want everyone to be happy.

last night was the worst and best night of my life. don't ( Read more... )

wow i went to Marie Calendars with Brigitte yesterday and we had a nice conversation. Then we walked across the street and went to the .99 Store.

( This is what I got... )